Scrolling life...

I scrolled my feed... And this video randomly came...

And I stopped scrolling, and gave it a listen...

Found my eyes were tearing up as the guy kept talking...

Cause it hit me hard. Very hard. On all levels of life... This hit me hard. I'm not going into details....

But yes.. 

I am tired of bein a back up choice, or being left to feel that way. The one that is never chosen.

So yeah... Got my crying done already, and it isn't even... 3 o'clock yet.

But I wanna fight every line.

I wanna tell myself to stop being the backup. To own my life. Be my own happiness. Make my own happiness, create and write my own chapters, follow my dreams regardless of what others say. Choose myself, and don't give a f***in crap about what others think.

If you wish to see/hear it:

Here it is

- Merry -