Is it a day where you follow the crowd in the big urge to buy something, because the advertizing and the stores make it look very Nice and attractive to do so?
Is it a day where you honor the one you love, and allow yourself to be a little More romantic?
Is it a bad day where you pile up in your big comfortable pjs in the couch with a bucket of popcorn and Bridget Jones movie maraton?
To go through this day, when you are a very romantic person in general, but never Have anything special happen, it kinda sucks... But it is what I am used to anyway. It is life as I know it. I have never known anything else, so that Valentines magic is something that I missed.
Many times I have felt that love is overrated. But the same times I hear myself thinking that maybe I just havent experienced the right kind of love yet.
Honestly, I never had any faith in what we see in the movies. From my own experience, these cute, romantic, loving moments on the screen... I love how it make me feel... But hate how Sad it also make me become too. The loneliness it bring.
To believe that there would be people out there... Men out there, that truly invested time in things like this for their loved ones...
In very short, brief moments, I get a tiny moment of hate towards that, feeling it disgust me, as a somehow defence for my own feelings about it.
Truth is I really, really think it is so adorable and beautiful when couple do this, if they do. I say if, cause I still often have a hard time believing this. Even though I want to show the people I love, that I love them, every day... It would still be Nice to be shown some appreciation and love on Valentines Day, and also show it to the one you love.
I felt it was Nice to be in the TikTok Live today, listening to romantic music and enjoying laughter and a little break from life, and especially a break from House of Dragon... Even though I was reminded of this Valentines thing, I really enjoyed it anyway.
I wish everyone a lovely Valentines Day tomorrow ❤️
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