I am back home from the wonderful choir cruise. Have been for days actually. Since sunday. But... Home feels like a different world. A different reality.
When I was fresh home from the choir cruise, I had new energies. Joy. Good positive spirit. My batteries were charged somehow, Even though I had less sleep. Choir and singing is a very strong Source of joy. Laughter. Hope. Energy. All the harmonies together. It is pure magic. The magic we make together, United.
It was the first time in forever, that I actually have felt alive.
I mean... YES I feel alive when I experience something real... Like music that speak to my heart and soul.
But... After this weekend... Doing what I did, I felt alive... More alive than in ages. For the First time in forever....
... I have spent my time wisely. Living. Enjoying life. Doing something that gives me joy. Give me wisdom. Give me LAUGHTER. With living peoples. Real peoples.
If there is a God out there, he will most likely already know how much laughter means to me. How much FREEDOM means to me.
Filling my days with music. With song. Challenging myself. Being a little bold. Dare to take the step to be social. Smile at strangers. Dare to let yourself go a little. Dont overthink. Dont feel. Just LET them know....
How I am ❤️ WHO I am. Inside....
Saturday was soooo much fun ❤️❤️❤️ I just want to do it over and over again. And I can feel it in my heart that I already miss it. Oh boy, I will LIVE on the memories from this trip, once again.
And who knows, if it is the right circumstances, I might sign up my 3rd time too next year ❤️❤️
When singing the last tone of the last song on the cruise, I almost cried. I was really not ready to leave that bubble behind. To end conversations. To say Goodbye to positive energy that made my experience of this so much easier, so much better, so much funnier.
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