I became a fan of the King of Pop around maybe 93 or 94... Someone gave me a "Dangerous" cassette that I played on repeat... And all the music videos.... The music itself... The style... The dancing.... He was a legend. An icon... A king...
But I remember especially the first time I watched the music video of "Earth song" on TV.... The colors, the images that drew me in... The insanely beautiful song... Not to speak of one of my fave childhood movies, Free Willy 1 and 2, where Michael had music soundtrack on.
He have so much Great music, picking a favorite is impossible.
Being a fan, and being witness to these cases he had to be put in.... Child molestation.... I used to be very quiet about these.... Cause one will never really know the truth, will we?
I am one of these kids, being sexually abused by an older man.... So this documentary was hard for me to see. I don't know what to think... Don't know what to say...
I only know how it felt for my part, and how being abused changed me.
Of course.... As someone who loves the music of Michael Jackson, and everything he was and the good work he did.... I truly hope he was innocent.... Am I too naive to say so? Still, with some doubt in my stomach.... A feeling.... A fear?
Maybe it just awakened some of my own nightmares, watching this...
And maybe I need to just watch a comedy instead to get it out of my head...
Just thinking out loud... Again...
- Merry -
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